seMULA..writeback training 1

I cant write..back..??? help me!.. i u helps me

me:Just finished reading my own post for the past years
Huhuhu
I don't think I can write like that anymore

  i : why?

me: But ya..I want that again. That feel..to write..but something happens in my life in that gap thay discourage me to write
I think
Maybe
Mungkin

Especially now..with new knowledge dpt in class..new info from books n website..and youtube. .I wanna write about what I think
But what I think now is I cant write
Hmmmmmm

 i : u didnt get any idea to write right?

me: and it wont be as good as the ol days
Tapi tapi tapi
Actually
Expression like this..
Me expressing what I thought and feel..
Writing it to u..
This is blogging
Huhu :)
Thx i u

Btw ya..
Its not just idea
I cant remeber..im bad at remembering. .memorizing
And that's why I blog mula mula dolok
As a diary kind of thingy
Hahaha

 i: same goes with me
Haha

me: I cant remember how I write dolokkk!
Waaaa..
How I came up with those kind of writing..?
But reading it back
I recall something..
Some..something something..some
Maybe just ujong ujong..tempias..
A glimpse..
Of what ive felt and whats been playing in my mind when I wrote those dolok..

;) it feels good
And i want to feel this again in the future
Like after 5 years
Ill be reading what i think right now
Telling it to u..
I know for sure
It will make me smile..
Huhu

Ok
Here I have my new entry
My training to write back entry. .
Thx coachezzizza!

December 2012.
.2 years gap

masking tape

relationship yg x kukuh itu mcm masking tape.
rapuh dan topeng dan sementara

double sided..lekat..blend..sebab 2 side..relationship itu love kne 2 side..bukan mcm masking yg satunya love ..ikhlast..satu lg mungkin ikatan..ritual..status sosial..ikhlust..dan sebagainya..

huu..entry ini adalah satu lg notion pasal masking tape aku selain drpd medium lukisan..o seni jalanan..;)

poesy?

semua bermula dengan satu kata yg aku jumpa

Poesy.

fikiranku fikir tentang makna

puisi itu apa makna?

hingga aku terkarang puisi

puisi makna puisi?

yang pasti puisi itu bukan sekadar kata kata

puisi itu bukan melodi indah

bukan ritma atau irama

bukan main suku kata

Lagu..mungkin

Aku fikir puisi

Puisi aku perhati

Puisi aku tafsir

Puisi aku rasa...

MAKNA

heh?

-hahanif-

"material" feat. watercooler yg cool :)

lately..ive benn looking at things..

literally..matter..jisim..benda..

highlighted matter..coz matter is not material in my notion..no..notionku ;)

org salu kata..dunia ini materialistik..

but somehow..things..like a ridsect..(aerosol..wrote my notion on this b4 in this same software called notepad..haha)

i saw something something..learned from it..

so things is not so materialistic..perhaps we should learn from matter n not materialistic

..god shows us lesson through things too..

but not juz from its function..but "matter"..

atom..physic..science..system(we learned from nature which is god creation too)...

its god revelation..gods creation is always good..for us to learn

and somehow i realized..what it meant by materialistic merosak..mengcorrupt..

its not matter / material at all..but the "not material" things behind it..tersirat..

materialistic is man creation..hidden behind the beautiful "matter"

and td..i realize something..from a small paper atas watercooler that say..

"do not throw rubbish on the watercooler..thank you"

watercooler..

cool kan watercooler..

so cool la watercooler boleh thn perangai org..

but although it have no brain or ability to think..

but its role..its function to serve..made me think

..se cool cool watercooler..pun boleh x cool..rosak.

macam it got feelings lak to rebel..to not functioning when treated bad..

when people do bad things..throwing rubbish/plastic..its not juz messy..

this is sgt merogol the system/role of watercooler..

it blocks the channel for the water to drain out..

everything and not thing is wonderful..kan?

oh..while writing this..

im thinking..giving flower? material..matter..materialistic?who create symbolism?

bah..out of topic..

assalamualaikum!

/me tgh menyesal kerna x pernah menggunakan "notepad" btol btol to write his notion..

so one day in the future..he can lookback to see how his brainwork evolves..and laugh..learn from it..insyallah..

and notepad is cool..patut pun ada kat smua version of microsoft windows..hehe..

oh..n thank god..bg internet to wujud..so i can save my notion kat internet..

sorry notepad..u still need to work together with blogspot..

both of u r cool :)

cozme..simpan bnd bersepah n last last..hilang..

hrp server blogspot wujud till im old..

and the time when i feel like wanted to look back

and see what i saw when im 21 years living on this world..

-apeklowek

bubus..satu kata dari bunyi

dear Aerosol?

compressor?

its hard to be u n datz y u r hard..

internalize pressure..poof! im not u..i want to..

but poof..i didnt explode..i just bubus.

hmm

inspire..aspire..ire..ire..aku tidak??..arghh..apa apa...jenama laptop cuma

bumi sudah tua..

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